Into every life, some axe must fall.

[raffaellasworld]

I'm on pins & needles, and it feels like I've swallowed a handful of them.
My review is coming up today at 2 PM. I will basically be finding out if my plans will be falling into place, or falling apart before my eyes.
After two years of lay offs, personal emotional roller coasters, and a lot of new self-doubt I just want to feel like I'mthe right track again.
I could have postponed the review until tomorrow. I'd rather let the axe fall, if it is going to, rather than having it's ghost hanging over my head.

On an up note, my lungs seem to be working again. Still not up to 100%, but much better than they had been. Still no smokey clubs for me yet.

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[girlshawn.livejournal.com]

**HUGS***

I'm here if you need me to be

[sylverstone.livejournal.com]

we're here for ya hon.
so how did it go?
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[ayeshadream.livejournal.com]

Well, it was a mixed bag. Most of the department thinks the sun shines out of my bottom, but I directly support the Chairperson and we don't commmunicate well.
Apparently part of my job is also compensating for the fact that she often loses things. So, to keep this jobs one of the many thing I will have to do is make extra copies of important files, and hide them.
I'm a little frustraited right now, but at least I'm still employed.Whether or not I will still be in 3 months is another matter.